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Love

by reba2013 9/10/2013

written by reba2013

Been a while since I vented to my fellow suicidies. Thankfully, I haven’t been feeling so suicidal lately– but I still feel mentally unstable. I guess most of the reason for my mental stability has been my comfort in solitude and repetition. As much as the repetitive drag of everyday seems to weigh me down, I’ve felt quite anchored in it.

A few days ago I received the ominous “hey” text from an ex boyfriend. My repetitive reality has been temporarily shattered. It’s been almost a year since I last spoke to this ex boyfriend. I’ve been through a couple stages: When is he going to […]

9/10/2013 4 comments

Bon Ami,

by ThatOne 6/7/2013

written by ThatOne

I have intentions to be productive for myself. I want to be helpful and do right, for myself and others. I like to impress and make people around me proud. I have a standard to live up to. My family expects my fullest respects, and endlessly utter my continuous responsibilities. My friends just expect me to be there. Usually I’m quiet, but if I’m around long enough most are bound to get a piece of my mind. After that I kind of just do what it takes to blend in. Even though I’m more than use to sticking out. The feeling is like: hope–To be […]

6/7/2013 2 comments

My introduction and story

by Engeltje 1/14/2013

written by Engeltje

Well, i thought it was time to introduce myself. I’m a girl, sixteen years and I’m from The Netherlands (Please don’t mind my spelling and grammar) . My nickname (Engeltje) is Dutch and it means (Little) Angel. I live in the area of Amsterdam (I guess most of you know Amsterdam :P) . I live with my parents and an older sister. So that’s the general part and now a part that goes about my life. Okay, I’ll try to keep it short, so I will only tell the most important things.
I don’t know how it goes in the USA, but in The Netherlands […]

1/14/2013 2 comments

Trust.

by somatic 1/9/2013

written by somatic

He has an idea about what i’m going through, it seems. He says he’s depressed and that he self harms, but he does so many attention-seeking things (for example, talking about his weight). He has lied about some things, that although they aren’t important things, how can he expect me to trust him? He’s hurt because he has trusted me with some things, but really, he just throws around what he has done in the past as if it’s no big deal. I’m not like that, i’m so much more secretive about all of that kind of stuff.

I tell people that I don’t trust anyone. […]

1/9/2013 3 comments

Do we need Love?

by adrian.roxas13 12/22/2012

written by adrian.roxas13

Most of us in this world believe that the only way to be happy
and to live our life to the fullest is to find love.
For us normal human being,
love is like a key that can open any doors.
We focus on it too much that we forgot to think
about other more important things like reality.
I realize that if we decided to accept love,
we also decided to accept suffering.
Love and suffering is connected and
we can’t just pick one of it because loving
and suffering is not a choice.
Life is unfair, because we can’t decide not to
love […]

12/22/2012 1 comment

Hardest life of anyone in the world… no exaggeration

by PLP 12/2/2012

written by PLP

I think it’s possible I might have the hardest life of anyone in the world.

I love someone, I’ve loved her for 2 years since we first talked on Skype. She is from Colombia, I’m from Canada. We have never met but we talk all the time, on facebook… & have talked many times on Skype. The only problem is… I was sent to a mental institution, because my parents called the police & told them I was psychotic. I was just visiting my parents house over christmas, & I think my meditations & abundance of energy kind-of freaked them out. Anyways, the cops came… and […]

12/2/2012 5 comments

Cool Analogy of Life and Priorities

by Dawg 10/18/2012

written by Dawg

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.

When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students if the jar was full.

They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.

The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf […]

10/18/2012 2 comments

I Hate This World, I Love This World!?

by UltimateReaper 8/3/2012

written by UltimateReaper

Life is just luck of the draw
I wish I was luckier. Life has been going down hill for such a long time, and honestly I’m not sure I can endure.
I’m growing so tired, even my health is declining. I feel so sick, and I’m only 18
Life doesn’t seem to hopeful, and its not just because I’m young,
everything in this world is controlled by might, by power, and I, have no power
Sure, everything is in the mind, illusion and manipulation, but honestly I’m so tired
This world is full of the mindless, the uncaring and ignorant
So many horrible things are […]

8/3/2012 3 comments

short story.

by Fallen87 7/28/2012

written by Fallen87

i recently found this website. i felt like writing something, cuz lately it’s so damn hard. i’m close to my limit.

i am nearly 25 yrs old. i deal with depression and anxiety since i can remember. 4 like 22yrs, i lived along with it not worring about it too much, i didn’t really know what i had anyway. since then it got worst. i’ve never been very social at all. i’m a shy person and very clumsy, or should i say fumbling? i dont know the right word to describe it in english… though i’ve always fought my personality. more than 3 yrs ago my […]

7/28/2012 1 comment

And in a little while…

by Lafe 3/28/2012

written by Lafe

This is not meant as a dramatic post.Â I just needed to talk to people who understood the kind of pain and depression that can lead to ending one’s own life.Â For those of you who aren’t sure, take a look deep inside of yourself as well as around you.Â Suicide is, of course, murder – but it is a strange kind of murder in which the murderer punishes himself/herself simultaneous with committing the crime.Â The two most important things to ask yourself are: (1) is there another answer? and (2) how many will I hurt by doing this?

I am NOT advocating against suicide – […]

3/28/2012 13 comments

Inadequate.

by Alexis 3/21/2009

written by Alexis

Its how I feel most of the time. I want to say I just feel stupid most of the time but that’s not the word I’m looking for. I’m extremely hard on myself and reaching out for help is something I hardly ever do. I guess you could say I’m the type who always offers to help ((even people I don’t know)) but never actually asks for help myself especially when I need it. I try to help people as best I can on this site by offering to listen to them, but I feel as if no one will listen to me ((on and […]

3/21/2009 4 comments