It’s a strange feeling, to lay next to someone
someone who is wonderfully good to you
and instead of happiness
the thoughts that race through your head
are how much you miss someone else
and how you wish you’d rather die
because you won’t feel the warmth of being next to that someone else
again
In the dark of the night
hearing his breath in my ear
I tell myself to let the quiet hours wash away
to let slumber kill the loneliness
so that I may live another day
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So basically you are saying that you don’t love the person you are with…that’s terrible if you continue to stay. I had the unfortunate experience to fill the shoe of that person. I am a nice person, and guess I get screwed over being nice. Never more. So unless you want that person to turn out like me, you better have balls and do something about it. Sooner or later that person will know and find out.
live with the person whom you love dear…
don’t play with others emotions…it is really going to hurt badly..
have the strength to follow your heart..
It is a strange feeling, I know exactly what you mean JJ.
I’m actually not with the person. We are dating, but I have made the fact that I am still not over the person I am in love with. I really like his company and we get along fabulously. I just don’t know where it will go from here. Things are over with the person I love. I ended things and I have to live with it. We were very much in love but not compatible enough, unfortunately. A part of me will always love him. And sometimes, even when I think the worst of the grief is over, it creeps up on me, and it kills me softly.
It does hurt…very bad.