I’m through, I tried to get better. Â I just want to stop the pain. Stayed in bed and cried for an hour this morning. Nothing makes it better.
I’m sorry to anyone who my actions are going to hurt, I really am.
To my kids:
I am so sorry, I love you so much but it’s not fair to you to be shuffled between parents like this. It’s not fair to have a dad who can’t function like a normal person. Both of you are the only reasons I’ve lasted this long. I hope you can forgive me in time and have good lives, I am so proud of you. You are so beautiful and I love you, this is not your fault.
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Omg that’s child abuse so u gonna abuse and abandon your child like that? U better get up and smell the coffee u better get on meds and keep going for ur child go to the therapist get baker acted do something! This is not about u it’s about ur child
Please stay with us. You are still needed and wanted here.
As a daughter, when i attempted, it hurt everyone. It was worse than my parents divorcing. You need to be here. It affects people way worse that anything else. I get frustrated because my dads MIA, but I could never live without one parent, especially my mom.
You are a gift and so are your children! Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and right now, right now us a gift, that’s why it’s called the present. Don’t give up, prevail push through! Talk to someone! Stop doubting your capabilities to be able to get through this! Trust me, your children will be much better off with you! Take care if yourself and those babies!
Please don’t give up. No-one is better without their parent They need you. They love you, don’t do this.