I’m new to this site. I need help. Last year I became bulemic, I threw up constantly. It is the worst time I’ve ever had with depression, and its coming back, I can feel it. Everythings slipping away, college is coming up, I’m losing my friends, that mean the world to me. Everythings just coming back in like hyper speed and I don’t know how to deal. I wish I wasn’t here, that I was anywhere but here. I’m losing my boyfriend, and that scares me too. I just can’t find my way out of this, I want to sink into a pool of black and maybe someone will miss me. One day.
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It’s fucking hard to find a way out of depression, I am there and the thoughts that it’s not worth carrying on are so hard to get rid of and always seem to be there but there is always a way, don’t expect them to go away overnight though. You feel like the worst person on earth and life has nothing to offer but your not because it’s how every one that’s seriously depressed feels and it’s not true. I lost my girlfried who I loved so much and some of my best friends through the depression that caused, it’s hard to see there being anything else for you but there is, there always is. Think of what your wildest dreams are, search for them and try find some happiness in them. I know depression makes you feel like you shouldn’t be happy but you can if you try. If your gone then you’ll get to find out. Stay strong
Thanks Paul. Today was better, but not much. And I will try to change, be more upbeat. I’m glad you get it.
girls don’t realize how much most guys don’t really care how you look..turn off the t.v. it’s rotting your brain..eat you gota eat girl..i like thick girls ..it’s attractive..you’re really only hurting yourself in the long run..embrace yourself..find some inner peace..read, write, paint, dream..physical health supports mental health…stay hydrated, eat healthy foods, exercise..get out in the sun…and no one can fuckin touch you..you’re on fire
Its not so much about the weight thing, its mostly the idea that I can punish myself, almost like a cleansing. And I know, I stopped for a while, but it just feels like I’m about to relapse. And writing is one of the things that helps me! And listening to music! Thanks
damn marc i so love u right now
in a way i need to hear that for my eating disorder
If you can get through today then theres no reason you can’t get through tomorrow, remember that and things will get better.
Yeah, hopefully your right. Paul, I think you should be a shrink or some shit!!! Your an advice genius