Another shitty day..How much more can I take before I lose my mind? Â I’m so fucking alone with this suicide shit. Â I need some support. Â Can somebody talk to me on here?
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I feel you. Today was pretty much my breaking point too. Really, the only reason I won’t do it is because I still have the sense of mind to know that my death would inconvenience too many people. I’m not that selfish yet.
I feel you! I am there right now! I just dont have te will to live. This life is crap.!
I’m getting to the point of actually wanting to follow through with it. Well, I don’t actually “want” to do it but I have no other choice. I want to buy a shotgun and get this meaningless existence over with..
There was a few times that I wanted to buy a gun, not such a bad method I don’t think, but getting one in a small town in England is pretty impossible. I guess if you do use one though you’ve just got to hope that you don’t survive somehow and end up like this guy from white noise 2: http://www.imdb.com/media/rm3899296256/nm0265492
Oh and btw, tup, Have you thought about talking to the samaritans? Theres an email address you can use : jo at samaritans dot org .. They can help a bit if you want someone to talk to about it.
My mind is already gone. I have a rare genetic disease that has disfigured my face so badly I no longer look human. I don’t look male or female, I don’t look old or young, I look like somebody whose face was burnt away. For thirty unbearable years I have lived like this. My mind is going….when I wake up from sleeping I panic, I get shaky and want to cry. I can’t bear to have woken up to this reality once again. I know I am traumatized. I have lived this long not because I wanted to but because somebody in my condition would have a hard time commiting suicide without assistance.
Bloody ell, and I thought I had problems! So sorry to hear that rach, that must be awful. I take it from your name you are actually female? that probably makes it worse I guess if you are as women don’t really care much about mens looks anyway, well, in my experience. I can’t really begin to understand what it must be like tho. I take it there is no treatment or anything to help at all? that really sucks.
@tup, left a reply for ya, its been awaiting moderation apparently for about 2 centurys though lol sure it will pop up when the threads completely dead haha
I dont actually know if that ‘awaiting moderation’ means the post is posted and there gonna check it out or it looks like its posted but it really isnt, first time I’ve seen it
You can talk to me if you want- email is immarebal@hotmail.com 🙂
@painman- Sorry I took so long to reply I went to sleep. I’ve heard of the samaritans. Are they a good place to talk with people who won’t turn you over to the authorities for suicidal ideation?
@rach- I’m sorry to hear that my friend. For some people life just screws us over hardcore.
@PascelTrees- I might shoot you an email eventually. Don’t be offended if I forget. ^_^
@tup: yeah man, I’ve spoken to them about suicide loads of times, when I was at my worst they were really supportive and helped me quite a bit tbh at my darkest hour! .. and they are completely confidential at all times.