idk just venting

is that a pic of you? if so you are not ugly at all, in fact you are very attractive. and i may not be the best at advice but i think alot of time our stress, anger, depression,anxiety, ect. comes from how we view ourselves and or realities. if you think your ugly you will obsess over being pretty and attractive although you already are. and you beat yourself down to the point that u never see you, you see what you think of you. and the need to “make” yourself pretty over powers all other things to the point where you have dug a hole so deep you cant see the top. and since your first love cheated on you, you may feel like you are the cause of it, its just how we work as humans. if something doesn’t work it may be broken. when i reality i may have never worked at all. and once someone has let you down you will always expect them to, and always within the same nature they committed the first offense. so you may or may not see past that.
it is always so heart breaking to me when i hear people talk about being worthless. because the scheme of being worth something or not being worth something doesn’t exist in my mind.
we are the judge and executioner of our lives no one else is. you are only worth what you think you are. because no one else determines that, no one else judges that, only you. everything comes down to you.
in my eyes you are worth more than the air i breath, the water i drink, the food i eat. everyone is. humanity lacks compassion and drive. it has become a very one sided world. we all need to care, which is why im writing this for you, andi hope it helps. you are worth something to me regardless. you are something to me regardless, you are beautiful to me regardless.
as evidence shows, i hear you and i will keep on listening.