i just got into, once again, another shouting match with my parents.
my mother decided to ***** about how i’m always the needy one, and how i make her life so difficult.
funny.
they don’t realize how much i do to make their lives easy.
i go to school everyday, get extremely high grades without complaining. I dont waste their time telling them my problems. i dont tell them how i cut and starve and try to kill myself, or try to waste their money on inpatient or therapy. i dont bother them with the fact that all my friends left me, because they’d rather believe the BS my ex, who my parents never even bothered to know i dated, spread about me because he was mad i broke up with him because he wanted to date another girl, which makes no fucking sense. i never complain about having to hang out with this little girl i cant stand, since they enjoy being with her parents. i spend my time with my “best friend” who i can’t stand either, just so she’s happy and her parents dont have to spend their money on sending her back to inpatient. i dont complain when they argue with eachother over petty things, i just go to my room and ignore it. i dont tell them how my life is crumbling and i’d rather be dead.
but you know, i’m the problem of the family, they say. i’m the one that just so needy, and annoying, and is tearing the family apart.
me.
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Wow..your parents sound like real assholes :/
You shouldn’t make anyone’s life easier if it comes at (too) great expense to yourself. Even family. Especially family..
Do you have anyone that can be supportive?
Honey,
Your life is about you.
Not about your parents. Be good to thoes around you, but it is true, if you are not happy, you can’t make others.
I’ve gone through a lot in my life, I know how tough parents can be.
Email me if you want: brl.cents@gmail.com