its been a year since it all started… was gona say its not gona be easy having all the memories hit me again, but i will manage i guess… i dont know, all i wanted was to be busy enough so i dont have time to think it through, although i know i have to think it through and itll hurt less every year. Being busy is quite a hard job, thinking that everybody i know has a partner and doesnt have time for me so im not sure how can i be busy enough and wont stress out. it just started and im already freaking out.
Anyway just venting, im hoping im strong enough and i know i have to go through it. thank you for reading !