My hands are shaking. My heart is breaking. I know I’ve lost you. You say I’ve moved on but I know I haven’t. I’m just not okay. I’m not happy. I’m not.. ANYTHING. I have my rope, waiting to slip around my neck and for me to take that plunge.. And I feel numb. Nothing. I know I hate myself. I know a lot of things. But nothing compares to the knowledge of my love for you. I know it sounds stupid, but it’s the truth. You are my soul mate and I will die without you. I can’t talk to you because you freak out and I just don’t think I’ll make it to my birthday. I just… I just… No. I can’t think. I can barely breathe. Something? No. You. You are missing. and nothing will ever be the same without you.
Please don’t judge me guys.. I’m not freaking out over a lost boyfriend. I’m not even freaking out. I’m completely calm in all this. I even have a plan..
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Seems like thats not the truth
What do you mean?
How old are you
You can talk to me. Yet you choose to say you cant talk to anyone. As if theres no effort :L i dunno….wasted words. Be safe.
Monica vu Perez this had better not be you!!!!
No this is someone else. This is a kind person who is hard on herself, as hard as the rest of the world is on her. Possibly more.
I hope so
Honestly he will come back to you BUT FIRST you have to have fun and find a new guy,look pretty all the time and he’ll come back to you but you have to do that first(experience)
I-I… I just give up…
Are you certain there’s no other way?