So, for reasons beyond my control I had to transfer to a different college. It ended up being one in Florida.
It was not a good decision to make. I was pulled into some very bad bullshit by a slut who claimed a guy raped her (she also dragged me out to the night clubs at the beach a lot and slept with guys in the night club). And because of my association with her I was not treated right on the campus.
Over time things kept getting worse.
(To be honest, part of the reason she dragged me out was because she and some other people wanted me labeled).
It got to the point that senior year I was human trafficked by other students and a lot of people, both staff members and students had me raped .
The human trafficking was not commercial. The student who directly human trafficked me set it up so he would get sick in Orlando, call his cousin, so his cousin could make an unwanted advance towards me the next day while i was in the guest room.
not many days later I ended up telling him I would not put up with his cousin and he had it so his cousin could come to campus and yell at me.
He had a lot of his friends antagonize me because they all didn’t like that I stand up for myself.
The school didn’t take enough serious action to ensure my safety. Partly because some of the people involved were “religious people.”
I tried killing myself countless times because of how bad everything in my life was going.
And the memories are still there and there is nothing that I can do to stop them.
The reality is I was screwed over in life and there is nothing that can be done about it.
Such is life, reality is reality. If people don’t like it then they can treat people properly from day one.
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I’m sorry that happened.
That’s why I stayed away from college and most social events and places like night clubs. The possibility of making friends that are like that is very high and isn’t worth the trouble. If you put yourself in a position where people can hurt you then they will the first chance they get. That’s reality
^ They sure will. People will take advantage of the naive and unaware in a heartbeat. I’m sorry you had to go through that. It’s sad that the people who were involved were “religious people”. I hate that they can hide behind a veil of “holiness” and nobody questions them or confronts them about anything. In my eyes everybody is guilty until proven innocent I don’t trust anybody period. There are a few trustworthy individuals out there I’m sure but the majority of people will fuck you over at the slightest opportunity. I know I’m no saint but its some lows that people sink to that are just atrocious. I know this because I’ve done things in the past that I deeply regret but there are some things that I just can’t do. I’m sorry that you had to suffer at the hands of vile and just disgusting human beings. I hope you truly find peace and solace in whatever you decide to do going forth.
Even in the working world, people can show this cruelty. Even when there is no sex involved and you think your past the point of needing social acceptance, some evil mother fucker can come out of the darkness and try to smash your life and self respect to bits..or even worse.
You know.. Strangers can be picked off at random from any number of crazy people out there in the world today..there’s no telling what people will do.. So the idea of social acceptance is a naturally flawed concept to me anyways.
That’s why my only interaction with people these days is general and not personal..preferably not face to face.
Thank you for your words/comments guys. They really mean a lot to me.
listen to your gut, your instinct. when something is telling you that you’re in danger, get outta there, fast. better safe than sorry.