I’m new here. I wasn’t sure where else I could go and find support. I’ve suffered on and off with suicidal ideations for the past 7 years. I work as a figure model for artists and students and it was the only thing that really helped me until recently. I have zero contract with family. I usually spend my holidays and birthdays sleeping or reading. I’m close to being thrown out of my place and I’ve failed the majority of my interviews all summer due to no experience in a tiny area or lack of education. I’m not to the point yet where I want to blow my head off, but I’m afraid I’ll get there eventually. I would love to find other people to talk to..or even if you just need a lending ear…I’m here.
——Saudade
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What kind of work were you interviewing for? I’m sorry to hear you’re having trouble landing a job – I think a lot of us probably have the same problem right now. 🙁
I went to school for funeral services so I interviewed for a few funeral homes as well as doctors offices for front desk work, hotels, and university libraries. I’ve spent 7 years working in libraries and bookstores while I art modeled on the side…but we all know how the bookstores and libraries are crumbling.
That’s really cool that you were an art model.
I myself have been alone, and struggling to find a job, for over a year. It’s tough. If you’d like to chat, feel free to send me an email – solarstarz @ outlook dot com (no spaces).
Well you could messege me or email me on your birthday ir holiday
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