Everything just seems too much. I can’t wake up on a school day without
the struggle, or wanting to go. It’s getting harder everyday. I have a few
friends, but they’re never hear for me, they wouldn’t understand anyways.
The truth is, I’m tired of being “strong”. I’ve been trying to help my
boyfriend who has been depressed as well, so i try to be strong for him
but now it’s just too hard. I’m losing hope for myself. I’m not as happy
as I used to be. I feel like I’m dead. I feel alone. I feel confused, angry
sad, I feel worthless. Sometimes i wonder If anyone would even care
if i left. I have no one to talk to, so that’s why i decided to post on here,
to see if anyone could help me out, before i give up completely on
everything.
4 comments
it’s hard to be strong for someone else when you’re feeling so fragile yourself. By getting help for yourself, you will be able to help your boyfriend more. Can you see a counselor? Talk to your doctor?
this is exactly how i feel. i don’t know how to help you, because i can’t help myself. i’ve thought about ending it many times. but i’m still here.
just wait until you are done with school. then most of the stress will disappear.
hope things get better for you.
Thank you .
I understand your pain. It was tough for me when my parents divorce; I tried to be strong for them when the pain was shredding my own heart.
Stay strong. just like anon29087…. said, we’re still here despite how much we want the end. And he’s right again, the pain will disappear when school ends. Don’t give up on yourself, because we won’t either.
Take care