Just waiting the sweet moment when a finaly get out of this place i just can remember or imagine i asked to be at.
Hoping that´s dont take to long.
Hoping that´s dont be with to much suffering, no because i´m afraid to suffer, in a fact is there something more painfull than be alive? This hope come from certainty all this is just a waist of time anyway.
When this feeling started? I just can´t remember and i dont even care about it.
Maybe in small things, small people, small everything…
Dead sweet dead, make no alarm, no sound, no signal… just come here and do your f…… ¨ Job !!!
Bad english, i know…
Some good lines from one of the best movies ever, The Sunset Limited (2011)
As follow…
“Well, here is my news,
reverend.
I long for the darkness.
I pray for death, real death.
And if I thought that in death I would
meet the people I knew in life,
I don’t know what I would do.
That would be the ultimate horror,
the ultimate nightmare.
If I thought I was gonna…
only this time without the prospect
of death to look forward to,
that would be
the final nightmare,
Kafka on wheels.
I want the dead to be dead
forever.
And I want to be
one of them.
My heart warms
just thinking about it…
blackness, aloneness,
silence, peace,
and all of it
only a heartbeat away.”
If some one go before me… Peace
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xJwKsV0Y9w
Obs: I dont know if a can post a youtube link…if not allowed… i remove or please edit thios post….
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“Well, here is my news,
reverend.
I long for the darkness.
I pray for death, real death.
And if I thought that in death I would
meet the people I knew in life….”
Renato, are you portuguese or brazilian? Porque eu sou, fiquei curiosa.
PS: and I wish I had read this post sooner… Cause I’m very curious and I want to know if I’m right.
Hi Sadness…. sou brasileiro mesmo.Estou morando em Campinas – SP.
Já assistiu o The Sunset Limited? Tem no youtube, por partes, inteiro.
Renato, nunca assisti… Mas eu vou procurar mais tarde. Eu moro em Manaus… Bem longe de Campinas. O que te trouxe aqui, para o SP?
Sou natural de SP mesmo. Morei vários anos no Sul mas voltei para cá onde ajudo a cuidar de minha mãe que está ficando idosa.
O que me trouxe aqui no site foi o sentimento em si mesmo. Encontrei este site procurando questões relacionadas a esse sentimento.
Ah, entendi… Eu sou natural de Manaus mesmo. Nunca fui para o Sul, mas deve ser bem bonito; dizem que o friozinho faz muito bem. Ainda mais pra quem mora no calor como eu.
Bem vindo.