certainly. Driving to a remote area (won’t disclose location) with 10 helium tanks and a 12 gauge shotgun. Parking, turning on helium tanks, and going to pull the trigger. If the headshot doesn’t kill me, the helium will.
The probability of you getting better doesn’t mean you won’t. You should try to get better for a while longer. Call a hotline, talk to a psychiatrist, talk to friends or family or talk to us.
I’ve done those. I understand people care and I understand life is about living. however, I do not care and I don’t enjoy life. For obvious reasons I have few who really care, and most will get over my death in a few weeks.
honestly, not at all. I am almost obsessed with it. I think about it, sometimes practice. Thinking about suicide is when there’s fear, and when there’s hope. it’s when the thinking is over and acceptance comes that you’re lost
Idk, the only thing I fear at this point in time is if I’m wrong and there is an afterlife. I’m dying to die, not to have to live all over again and this time for forever
I don’t think the people who care about you will get over it in a few weeks. This will be with them their entire lives. you can get to enjoy life again. I know it’s hard, but it can happen.
Yeah i think about what happens after alot too. Idk what to think everyone says something different. Imagine after all you did just to get outta here to end up in a worse place omg that’d suck you’d be screwed for eternity!
Trust me, I know it can happen too. at this point, I’m not willing or able to put in the effort or waste years of my life trying to make something of myself. My path was one of the fuck up, and trust me, the people who care about me will forget.
Will your always on here offering support which yeah is nice but im curious whats your story? Most of us have told ours i dont think i’ve ever heard anything about you?
There was a movie I watched, an Indie, called “Wristcutters, a love story” and being a cutter myself I was curious. I watched it, and I have to say, for being a movie with a happy ending, it was very good. and it gave thought into your statement crying on the inside
like I said, an Indie, but basically, there was a seperate life for suicides. I hate movies with happy endings. (why I loved blue valentine (killed my relationship though)) but it was very thought provoking and had a nice little message
Most people use the party helium for balloons and thats why it sometimes fail i’ve heard that pure helium is hard to get your hands on. How’d you get a gun let me guess you live in the u.s?
Yes I do, lol. Good ol US of A. Not only that, but living where I do can give one some easy access to a lot of things. I was thinking about an Uzi submachine gun, but it was too much. And I read about that too, why I went for the pure helium. party stuff can work, but I’d prefer a much higher success rate
ah, forgot about the land down under, won’t happen again. I can see that being the case. Are you trying to “go out with a bang” as well? (sorry, grim humour and all that)
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I hope you find true happiness and peace no matter what you end up doing, goodbye.
thank you sigh, I hope you find the same. God knows everyone deserves it
Can i ask how?
certainly. Driving to a remote area (won’t disclose location) with 10 helium tanks and a 12 gauge shotgun. Parking, turning on helium tanks, and going to pull the trigger. If the headshot doesn’t kill me, the helium will.
hope to hear from you again. Even tho I don’t know u. If not than goodbye amigo
Please don’t do this. Life can get better. We are here for you
Will i know you mean well but you always say the same thing and you cant save everyone
goodbye,
“Death may be the greatest of all human blessings.” ~Socrates
This will probably sound horrible but im jealous i wish i could join you 🙁
I know life CAN get better, it’s just the probability of it getting better in time for the damage to be obsolete is rediculously low.
It doesn’t sound horrible, at least, not to me. But I’m not exactly healthy in mind or body
The probability of you getting better doesn’t mean you won’t. You should try to get better for a while longer. Call a hotline, talk to a psychiatrist, talk to friends or family or talk to us.
I’ve done those. I understand people care and I understand life is about living. however, I do not care and I don’t enjoy life. For obvious reasons I have few who really care, and most will get over my death in a few weeks.
Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live. ~Norman Cousins
I wish i had a gun. Are you scared to pull the trigger?
honestly, not at all. I am almost obsessed with it. I think about it, sometimes practice. Thinking about suicide is when there’s fear, and when there’s hope. it’s when the thinking is over and acceptance comes that you’re lost
Yeah i get ya
Idk, the only thing I fear at this point in time is if I’m wrong and there is an afterlife. I’m dying to die, not to have to live all over again and this time for forever
I don’t think the people who care about you will get over it in a few weeks. This will be with them their entire lives. you can get to enjoy life again. I know it’s hard, but it can happen.
Yeah i think about what happens after alot too. Idk what to think everyone says something different. Imagine after all you did just to get outta here to end up in a worse place omg that’d suck you’d be screwed for eternity!
Trust me, I know it can happen too. at this point, I’m not willing or able to put in the effort or waste years of my life trying to make something of myself. My path was one of the fuck up, and trust me, the people who care about me will forget.
Will your always on here offering support which yeah is nice but im curious whats your story? Most of us have told ours i dont think i’ve ever heard anything about you?
Good luck with your plan.
There was a movie I watched, an Indie, called “Wristcutters, a love story” and being a cutter myself I was curious. I watched it, and I have to say, for being a movie with a happy ending, it was very good. and it gave thought into your statement crying on the inside
thank you ningyou.
Oh okay i havent heard of that movie
like I said, an Indie, but basically, there was a seperate life for suicides. I hate movies with happy endings. (why I loved blue valentine (killed my relationship though)) but it was very thought provoking and had a nice little message
Did you get pure helium?
yes, it took me a good month and a half to get it all (went to different sources and always spent it in cash, don’t want to leave an easy trail)
Most people use the party helium for balloons and thats why it sometimes fail i’ve heard that pure helium is hard to get your hands on. How’d you get a gun let me guess you live in the u.s?
Yes I do, lol. Good ol US of A. Not only that, but living where I do can give one some easy access to a lot of things. I was thinking about an Uzi submachine gun, but it was too much. And I read about that too, why I went for the pure helium. party stuff can work, but I’d prefer a much higher success rate
Of course lol I figured that! Its like impossible to just buy a gun here its a lengthy hard expensive thing to do
I’m guessing UK? And is there no way to go through the black markets?
Nope Australia pretty hard here
ah, forgot about the land down under, won’t happen again. I can see that being the case. Are you trying to “go out with a bang” as well? (sorry, grim humour and all that)
Lol
anyway, I am crashing, big day tomorrow! Goodbye, goodluck, and may you find peace and happiness on whichever road you walk.
Bye buddy (hug) Goodluck
I wish I could join too.
is 20 excuses dead?!
Not sure, maybe? Today was his day, he said bye