At the moment that I am typing, I am quite drunk. Unlike all the times in the past, for the very first time, I am actually drunk for a good reason. I am not drunk because I am depressed. I am drunk because I am actually happy. I will be able to tell by tomorrow if I will be okay though.
I was making this IHOP shots (50% of Butterscotch Schnapps + 50% of Crown Royal Whiskey shot.. and then followed by orange juice) . It is actually quite tasty. After about 7 to 8 shots..you feel this feeling of FREEEEe……dom. Anyway, I am quite conscious as I am typing this (even though I am quite  WeeeeEEeeEeeee).
While I was taking shots, I was on Facetime chat with this good friend of mine on the phone (she is also having fun by taking the same drink concussion as well). She is down to earth with me.. and I wish she knew how much I feel about her. She is so free spirited, and everything about her just seems to attract me more to her. It is so wrong in so many ways, because I know my parents would never accept her, but just for tonight, she is the girl of my dream.
Peace out people!!
4 comments
Who gives a fuck about what your parents think? If you like her, go for it. Don’t let family hold you back.
My mother is actually fucking racist. But I get what you meant. in the end, I know I have to choose between parents and person the I have feelings for.
Interracial relationship is not easy. and I know that much. but it is just torn to must choose
On top of that…I also have to weigh in on friendship vs relationship… if friendship is going good, why do I want more? why can’t I just be happy with the way it is? relationship has a risk of fuck up the friendship after all
Well… that is true, but when you’re really attracted to somebody, and you can’t have them, it’s unlikely you’ll stay friends anyway. You’ll find it too difficult to just be her ‘buddy’ when you think of her as much more than that. Either you’ll watch as she friendzones you and gets with other dudes, or you’ll get bored and try to find an actual girlfriend. Guys and girls can be friends, sure, but not if one or both parties are romantically attracted to each other. It’ll get too complicated.
I feel Like I need to challenge the woman at times. I want a woman who will challenge me at times.I dont want a vegetable. I’m not the Mr Nice guy either, always catering to a females whim. I like to make them offer me a reson I should choose them as my mate 🙂 What makes them unique and why should I pursue them? I believe in treating with respect. Honesty, loyalty are also qualities I look for, and a must. I’m not some guy a woman needs to fix. I know what I like and what I want. 🙂