Wow, I haven’t been on here in forever…my life has definitely changed for the better. But, lately…I’ve been extremely down and I just seem more irritated with absolutely anyone/everything. I was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder and depression, but I think the bi-polar is what causes the depression part..my life is alright, but something within me is missing. I have no excitement for life really and society just keeps getting more shitty. I don’t trust a lot of people, and the older I get, it seems the more and more I turn away from being a people person. Genuine people are hard to come across these days, and I’m starting lose faith. I can’t afford meds, maybe I will be able to through Community Health. I hope something happens soon because “something’s gotta give soon or I’m gonna lose it.”
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“welcome back”.
I guess you came here before I began, as I don’t remember seeing you. I started here in Oct. I think.
Yes, I agree about it getting hard to find genuine friends.
Well, I’ll be one to you if you want.
FLwaterguy99 (at) gmail (dot) com.
Sorry to hear about your bi-polar condition. I keep thinking of the movie Mr Jones with Richard Gere. I also have been becoming a recluse these days as I get older. People are hard to figure, almost impossible. Hard to know who to trust, who to befriend, it’s crazy.
Oh well…call MrBaDGuy if you’re looking for a friend because I don’t trust you!! LOL.
bipolar is fabricated disease, its all bullshit. You are perfect. Change your thoughts and emotions will follow.
I don’t know about that. I’m pretty sure bi polar is because of a chemical imbalance in your body or even can be hereditary. This is so hard for me to even explain, all I know is it takes the life out of you. It’s tiring..