So recently I flunked out of engineering school. I feel lost now like what the hell am I suppose to do now. I’ve invested so much time into school for it to end like this. I can’t even form the words to tell my parents that I’m back a square one to find a new major. This is all I had it was my biggest accomplishment now I have nothin. I have no gf and barely any friends. I’m at mediocre college. What the point of living right now when it seem like everything is going to shit right now. I feel like I brought so much shame to myself and my family. I can’t sleep or eat. I tried going out to get my mind off it but as soon as I come back to my lonely room I think of ending it all by jumping off a cliff which I am no where near. So I have no plan yet but I may soon. Idk what’s the point of life when it seems nothin gets better no matter how hard u try to be a good guy good student or good child or role model. Fuck life right now
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I think I may do it tonight I can’t deal with this feeling anymore fuck my life
NoThing I do ever turns out right I’m just a waste of life and space
Welcome to the club! There are stories floating on this site that will make you feel like you’ve just won the lottery…that you’re the luckiest guy in the world. I know that doesn’t help because your story is your story. Try to gain some perspective on this situation. It’s temporary, you’re young, you’ve got your health I assume..so keep going. “When you’re going through hell, keep going” Don’t stop to dwell on it, just keep going.