Is it wrong…

Hey Sissi.

No its ok to miss Stephie and all the rest of your loved ones who have unfortunately departed from you life. I still grieve and miss the ones who have left mines everyday. They took a smal part of who you are when they died but its best to remember the good times you had and cherish the time you did get to spend with them. Be thankful even though it hurts.

No, its ok to want love and affection from your family. It hurts to see that you feel and are neglected. You deserve every “I love you and good job” you get. You should be entitled to many more, but unfortunately you are denied that.

It is ok to be independent and self sufficient. You choose to clean up after yourself even though you have someone else to do that. I admire that, your mature and respectful, that you are willing to take matters into your own hands and be responsible.

Teach your self to do anything. Play the piano, play the guitar, learn to draw or learn a new language. I admire this. You are constantly looking for new areas to grows and new talents to bloom and that really is courageous.

It is not wrong to go study and do homework. You should be doing that, but like I said before it is very mature and responsible of you that you do have priorities and you do make sure to accomplish them. Trust me, having food priorities like these are extremely beneficial and I see you will go far with these traits.

Its ok to leave things and give yourself time when overwhelmed. You are only human and you can only do so much at one time. Dont feel bad about this.

It ok to have fun and be silly with friends. If they cant fun with you then maybe you need more positive and youthful friends.

I am not going to say it is wrong or right to hurt yourself to protect another, but maybe you should find a new way to protect another without hurting yourself. But its ok to be concerned for anothers safety regardless if they want the concern or not. Its ok to care. It only proves you are an amazing, selfless and a truly great person in this world. There are not many like you and thank you. We need more people like you in this world.

Put your foot down when you need to. There is nothing wrong with protecting and taking care of yourself. Be strong and never fel the need to conform to something you are not or do something you dont apporve or believe in.

You can do much more for many more people when alive. There is no need to prove or make a point for the good you did in this world. You are a good person, you are truly awesome and you do not need to die to prove this Sissi.

I hope this helps.
Sorry its so long, I wanted to answer every question you had.

Remember im always here to listen and care. You deserve for someone to care about you.
Take care.