i’m just curious of other people’s answers but i will be fair and answer myself. yes i have tried and i had tried again because i still feel like a don’t do anything right and nobody needs me really.
I don’t know what to say to you…, I’m just another old and meaningless.
If I did, maybe I’d take time to think and read anything first till I’d finally be sure to make decision.
I don’t know….
Hope you’ll find a better answer.
This one time I’d failed, I sat in the pouring rain cursing at the night sky. I was young, naive and through with it all. I went to try again but realised a NZ was playing Australia in rugby that night and decided to walk back home and watch the game instead. That was almost ten years ago. I’m older and a lot more weathered now. This time, there is no rugby game (because the season hasn’t started) and I have a suitable enough means to execute my final offensive action.
I tried once, failed. I’ve thought about doing it again ever since, but it’s probably best to hold out for a more stable method, in comparison to popping as many pills as I can find and hoping for the best.
Yes I have tried in the past and went to try again on Saturday, shame the police knocked at my door before I started! I am now not leaving anything to chance and planning everything for next week. Nothing will get in my way this time (I hope)
I was actually fairly successful on my first legit attempt. I still think about it all the time. It was easy and painless and certain. I really shouldn’t be alive but I’m not thankful for my second chance… at least not as much as I should be.
I try because… why not? Things aren’t so bad right now and I can do it anytime.
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Have you tried?
i’m just curious of other people’s answers but i will be fair and answer myself. yes i have tried and i had tried again because i still feel like a don’t do anything right and nobody needs me really.
I don’t know what to say to you…, I’m just another old and meaningless.
If I did, maybe I’d take time to think and read anything first till I’d finally be sure to make decision.
I don’t know….
Hope you’ll find a better answer.
This one time I’d failed, I sat in the pouring rain cursing at the night sky. I was young, naive and through with it all. I went to try again but realised a NZ was playing Australia in rugby that night and decided to walk back home and watch the game instead. That was almost ten years ago. I’m older and a lot more weathered now. This time, there is no rugby game (because the season hasn’t started) and I have a suitable enough means to execute my final offensive action.
We kicked the Aussies arses by the way. Lol.
I tried once, failed. I’ve thought about doing it again ever since, but it’s probably best to hold out for a more stable method, in comparison to popping as many pills as I can find and hoping for the best.
I overdosed once on tylonol, but my parents just rushed me to the hospital then sent me to a mental hospital. I rly wanna do it again
Yes I have tried in the past and went to try again on Saturday, shame the police knocked at my door before I started! I am now not leaving anything to chance and planning everything for next week. Nothing will get in my way this time (I hope)
I was actually fairly successful on my first legit attempt. I still think about it all the time. It was easy and painless and certain. I really shouldn’t be alive but I’m not thankful for my second chance… at least not as much as I should be.
I try because… why not? Things aren’t so bad right now and I can do it anytime.
I tried multiple times, and I’m still here, and I do not know if I want to try again just to fail