i am 24 year i took medication 6 or 7 medication of blood pressuer .. nothing happens to me yet , but it has got worst now from the last year it has got very worst…situation at my place .. dont have a job and i cannot find a job….. and also if i have a job nothing will end the constant fight …because after 8 or 10 hours there is night i dont pick my friend phone,,, dont talk with anyone .. hate going out also .. and if i go out my mind keep wondering at home…. in my family i feel only for my mom no one else ….. i now day try to overdose with medicine ,,,,,, i dont lie that i am afraid of dying .. but because of constant fight ………..the fear of living is more than fear of dyingg…. i cant concentrate on anything else . today after a fight my dad said if i want to die i should not jump from 4 floor but jump from 10 floor .. so there is no chance of me living….. after all this everyday i wish i die while sleeping .
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your dad was angry at you, that’s why he said it, he doesn’t mean it. look at yourself, haven’t you ever said things to someone you were angry at?why are you depressed, is it because you can’t find a job?