And finally I cansay goodbye like all good things end and all the bad things stay
Well you know what I dont care anymore I dont want to go on I yust want to die
And that’s what will happen I will die the rest will go on with grief thier grief will fade but my pain will forever stay
I cannot say how sorry I am to the people close to me but I am I hope you can forgive me for what I will do
My reason is simple everything is yust too much for: the responsibilitys, the worrys, all of it I cant handle it
Next to that I never have a moment of quite my head yust keeps going on the moment in my life I enjoyed most was the moment I had alcohol poisoning and I cant tell how bad I want that feeling back
All hope is lost for me, this is my story The story of weak mmiserable boy
If you want to do me a favor then you can:
Forget i ever existed .
For a reason i don’t want to end this text ah who am i kidding im yust waiting time before i have work to do my final job and it shouldn’t be that hard
Yust remeber if your struggling with something see someone talk about it before you end up like me
I had : depression, a broken hart, add, anxiety, Â intrusive thoughts, Â anger issues, Â alcohol addiction, Â sex addiction
This is me and this is my end