Reflection of Love

Unhappy, Angry, low self esteem, Always feel like I’m outside looking in, where do I fit in? ashamed of myself, I feel so stupid, when I turn And walk away they are talking bad about me, I can feel it… I Insult you to hide my insecurity and pain, I say I Hate you when I just wanted a hug, Where was Dad when I needed his love?.. I feel like I’m Dying, Will Anyone notice or Even care?….. Years Later, Frown Lines, Eyes Weary so much mental Pain Even my body aches, I fucking give, I can’t take anymore…..A light shines from above bright as day in the middle of the night. A voice, same voice from my childhood, I realize its my inner voice That voice that said words of doubt, its much different this time..As if An angle touched my soul, and maybe it was, I hear (Your worthy of love) (Your beautiful) (Your flaws are perfect) Your time of just simply existing is now over… It’s now time to LIVE, LOVE… Be Loved, Forgive yourself, and Forgive others it frees you from the weighed shackles of doubt Anger and pain, I drug them around so long, I realize, I had placed them on myself but I had also carried the key to free Thyself from them… love yourself and you can receive True love… Real wealth is looking at someone you love and from the Reflection in their Eyes knowing They Love You back… I Love You!!! You are my brother my sister my mother my father my… Reflection