When people ask me what I want to be in five years, the answer that pops to mind is ‘dead’. But when people are asking people how you are, they don’t expect the answer ‘depressed, suicidal, and really close to giving up’. Â I don’t know why I’m here anymore. There’s not future in sight, it’s just suffering. And I don’t think that I can take much more of this. I’m here because I have nowhere else to g. I’m here because I am a pathetic, useless coward, and I don’t have the strength to end it. Days aren’t days anymore. They’re jsut stupid obstacles that I have to face.
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other than six feet under, where would you like to be? a second best option that isn’t similar to your first
You can’t stay like this forever. Remember things are better. Better than they were or better than they will be. You’ll either crawl out from under the rock or it will eventually crush you completely. There is solace in knowing this, even if it’s a dark truth.