Hello everyone,
heres my story. I’m bipolar but more so depressed with a side of pathological lying. I’m afraid of what the future may hold for me. I’m 26 unemployed, living at my parents house. I can’t afford to go see my counsoler and psychiatrist. I don’t have a penny in my name. I’m afraid to leave my parents house at some times. My girlfriend left me and good thing to. I did end up going crazy and tried offing myself. I sent my ass right to the psych ward and got out in four days. I’m scared that if my life continues the way that it is currently going. I might end up hurting myself in the future. All my friends are going out and having a good time while I sit here isolating myself in my room playing video games or checking on cnn on my phone constantly. I’m really messed up mentally and it’s even hard for me to communicate with my parents. I just can’t see myself being able to function in a work environment. I don’t know what to do and in suppose to be a man.
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The only thing you can do for yourself is what you truly want to do.
There is a difference between what you want to do and what you need to do.
Set your goals and priorities; reach for them. They will be really tough to get to, because right now you’re in quick sand and all you can do is slowly make your way out of it.
I know how you feel bring isolating and hard to communicate with parents. I’m 20, nearly 21, unemployed, living with my parents and depressed. I’ve got social anxiety which makes it even worse. I can’t communicate; I keep stammering and messing up my sentences. My social anxiety is prevents me from doing a course I want to do – it involves interviews and I can’t do interviews because I fuck it up. Hope you get through it ><