Everyone sees me as the “happy person” ready to cheer anyone up, but what they dont see is what im truly feeling broken, damaged, hurt, depressed, useless etc. I dont fit like everyone else , im just like that puzzle peice that never fits in any spot because it wasnt meant to be there in the first place.
“im trying to find the world that a belong to, its just not this one..im just passing through..”
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I am exactly the same I hide all my feelings inside people only get to see the fake happy me with a life that ‘perfect’. But deep inside I’m shattered and in a dark hole. I understand what you mean. email me lilnena12@live.com
I feel very much the same, I hope you find somewhere that feels right.
Thank you, i hope you find a place too.
It’s true about seeming cheerful when you’re empty inside; earlier today I was posting on this site about hanging while skipping onto facebook to post to a friend a cheerful message about my last visit, what a contrast that was. I don’t belong in this life, either.
Yeah, i do that too..im talking to one person about my depression the other about how excited i am for summer and such.. :/
I do stand-up comedy. I totally get where you’re coming from.
Thats neat.
Really?