I feel like I am at the end of my rope….like there is no point trying anymore. I used to cut. Not really for the trying to kill myself but just to make all the pain stop. I have a chronic condition which leaves me in a lot of pain. I am only 23, but I have to face this the rest of my life which I hope will end sooner rather than later. I am so tired of everyone saying I am not sick and that I feel no pain just cause I am young and pretty. I am just so exhausted. I got married too, just trying to move on with my life but I don’t think he’s the person I thought I was marrying. He doesn’t seem to care much for me anymore. I am just there. I still feel so alone. Like he doesn’t understand me….like no one does. Everyone always seems disappointed in me. I can’t even eat or sleep anymore. Too many thoughts keep me up at night. I have terrible nightmares when I do get the chance to sleep. I don’t know how much more I can take…I am just so exhausted from all the trying
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If you have a condition then that should prove to those around you that you’re not making it up. Have you gone to your dr for trouble with sleep? What about a psych dr for anti anxiety meds? Very easy to get both from same dr. Help immediately and no shame in asking. No need to involve others if you don’t want to. Go when he’s at work and keep in your purse. If you’re not happy now in your marriage at 23 it won’t get better. And please don’t bring kids into the mix.