What is your secret life? that you want to die. I think a lot more people have that secret life then those who will admit it. I yo live log enough in this world you can come to the conclusion that life aint fair. Life is hard. there’s too many problems in the world then there are proper solutions and so forth. so I share your secret life to some degree and I believe the time will come when I put an end to myself. but for now I am trying to make the best of things. even though life is hard and unfair there are great moments that come along here and there and if you work at it you can make more of those great moments so then life becomes worth living so long as you have things to look forward to and some happiness.
I hope that things go well for you and that your situation turns around and that something or someone will come into your life and things will turn around for the better.
Well put Uptown. Its an excellent idea to try not to always look at the big picture but to try to find one thing to look forward to that’s just for you. Something to make you happy.
Hi guys, thanks for replying to my post.. This is my first time on here.. Yeah my secret life is that I think about suicide and death a lot. I’m taking sertraline and seeing a psychologist. But the truth is I feel like there is two of me. One person who is happy and friendly, but then there is a dark person, I want to be happy and better but somehow the darkness is so comforting, even though it’s depressing. I am so torn, I’m in a religion and we believe that we will be judged for our actions one day…. I just want to be unconscious and not have to worry ever again
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What is your secret life? that you want to die. I think a lot more people have that secret life then those who will admit it. I yo live log enough in this world you can come to the conclusion that life aint fair. Life is hard. there’s too many problems in the world then there are proper solutions and so forth. so I share your secret life to some degree and I believe the time will come when I put an end to myself. but for now I am trying to make the best of things. even though life is hard and unfair there are great moments that come along here and there and if you work at it you can make more of those great moments so then life becomes worth living so long as you have things to look forward to and some happiness.
I hope that things go well for you and that your situation turns around and that something or someone will come into your life and things will turn around for the better.
Well put Uptown. Its an excellent idea to try not to always look at the big picture but to try to find one thing to look forward to that’s just for you. Something to make you happy.
I felt that recently when I was talking to my mother. “Mom, I’m dead inside, and you don’t even know it.”
Hi guys, thanks for replying to my post.. This is my first time on here.. Yeah my secret life is that I think about suicide and death a lot. I’m taking sertraline and seeing a psychologist. But the truth is I feel like there is two of me. One person who is happy and friendly, but then there is a dark person, I want to be happy and better but somehow the darkness is so comforting, even though it’s depressing. I am so torn, I’m in a religion and we believe that we will be judged for our actions one day…. I just want to be unconscious and not have to worry ever again