“Why”

Why is it that society believes that the boys & girls with scars on their wrists are lower than the girls who wear tank tops & have perfect hair? Where ever morning instead of putting makeup on they paint a smile in sharpie? Not every child gets the advantage to have the perfect family , an I love you every morning or a little note from mommy in their lunch boxes. Society lives off of pain , standards are higher than gas prices . Everyday another boy or girl kills themselves or self harms. We got peeople yelling for help? But society labels them as “attention seekers’. Who else are they supposed to vent to? They feel alone enough to lean on a razor. “Cause no one cares unless youre pretty or dead” Thats wrong . We walk down the lonely hallways of school everyday , you see people everyday being bullied & beat on. Growing up to their mom passed out on drugs. Not waking up , having to depend on themselves? Age of 7 , running the streets with the wrong people. We have children loosing parents to drugs & bestfriends killing themselves because the person they loved betrayed them. Being left behind with no goodbye , we got kids with talents. But they dont wanna show it because they dont feel good enough for society. Because society is all the pretty people. What about the unperfections? The girls with the crooked smiles & scarred up wrists. To the guys who would rather be with themself than with his “Homies”. The people who know the world as a dark place. When they’d rather be dead than to breathe another breathe. Because society tells them to die. “Kill yourself’. “Your’e not worth it”. Not having the perfect family is wrong. We got kids being sexually abused by their own parents. When kids whoare  beautiful think tying a rope around their neck & jumping to their last breathe is a beautiful moment, because the dont have to live another moment in this place we call earth. Not everyone is lucky enough to find their hope, their angels sent from heaven. Beautiful teens believe hurting themselves is the answer for the stupid standards of society. Praying for the kids who cry at night hearing their mom being abused in the next room over. To the boys who run the household , picking up the pieces that his father left behind. Working late nights at the club to raise her child , because she was raped & got pregnant. Life isnt a gift , its a fight of survival. The world is cruel. Pray for all the people who have committed suicide because they never had a hand to guide them into the light , & to the people who feel alone , take my hand. Youre not alone. Youre a survivor.