Everyone knows me as that smiling outgoing girl who is sometimes annoying but speaks her mind whenever something pops into her head! No one knows I feel so alone all the time, and that I just want more love. I always think about my life in the future, married to my dream man, having my dream family that consists of a boy, a girl, And a pair of twins (girl and boy). But then when I think about it I don’t want anything I just want to meet my maker and live a happy life in heaven.
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This is beautiful…. I bet you’re beautiful.. I’m not tryna be a ray of positivity, trust me I’d end it in a heart beat if I had the balls but I hope you find what makes you happy
You and me would get along so well! I was raised to always look like you know what you are doing, even if you are crumbling on the inside.
I know exactly what you mean and what you feel like. I never feel more alone than when I have my mask on around other people. Hiding in plain sight behind a display of fake emotions and acting through the day. And the worst part is, the loneliness almost never stops. Almost. But if you want someone who you can talk to, email me (check my profile for my email).