I don’t know anything nothing I feel so fucking crazy and out of control i don’t know what happened the other night I chain smoked three black and mild I’ve never chain smoked before my whole body’s been shaking for three days something’s wrong with my cats Elmo is starting to go bald on his back and it scares me they have vet appointment Friday i have no friends I’m scared for Ryan I probably ruin everything like I always do I don’t know what to think I’ve never never had anxiety before until he first left my first anxiety attack scared me and i had a fucking seizure i miss him I love him i can’t let him see me like this I’m afraid he hates me I’m so confused I know mex hates me again he deleted me on snap chat that’s the only social media site I use anymore. omg just realized the vet appointment last time I was at that vet I put my scooter down:( ok gotta go back to work sorry guys I’m fucking crazy
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Everyone’s a fuck up at some point in their lives, even “normal”, non-suicidal people. You’re dealing with a lot of challenges right now. Try to go easy on yourself.
I don’t even know what to think I’ve been so bipolar today so anxious and ugh my poor kitties I just wanna sleep forever! ugh
The constant anxiety is the worst 🙁 Hope today’s a little better.
nope worse