I thought about it again. Taking all my pills at once. About cutting, Mum is slamming me again and my sister cant stop finding out my flaws. The kids at school just can’t stop after they saw me flirting with Mary. I want it all to end. I don’t want to let Her down but I feel hopeless. I feel like there’s something wrong with me. I feel like something isn’t right with me. Maybe I’m just paranoid though. My grades are slipping and I’m trying to keep them up. I have to get all A’s. Otherwise homelife is more like life in Hell. I don’t have any motivation. Why do I suddenly feel so much more depressed than usual?
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Sorry you’re having a rough time. Anyone you can talk to in your life?
Kinda. I can talk to a few of my friends but not others. It’s like having selective conversations because they don’t want to hear about it.
I had a moment like that too. For some reason i made the mistake of looking deep into my life, like really analyzing my life and my heart felt like it was gonna fall to pieces. Keep ur chin up maybe Mary can help, mayb talk to her about what ur going through. People who develop strong feelings for each other are often very similar in life styles, personality etc. If ur feeling down n need to reach out to her then maybe Mary might feel the same, just a thought though.
I want to talk to her about it but the last time I emptied my soul I was told by that person not to talk to them anymore because they don’t talk to freaks. Needless to say I have trust issues. But I do trust Mary for some reason. I just smile thinking about her.