My mom is on this big kick about how she is getting rid of all the toxic/negative people in her life. It makes me want to punch her in the face because she is the most toxic person in my life… They taught me how to work hard, they didn’t teach me how to live or that there is anything worth living for. All I know is that I’m embarrassed 98% of the time and that living sucks. I just want to okay.. its all I’ve ever wanted is just to be okay. Okay would be enough.
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Your mom is atleast alive. Both of my parents are dead and there is no one to help me financially. I have to earn my own fucking bread. Be happy.
@unluckymale13…that’s unfair. Please don’t judge someone elses problems then compare them to yours.
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I don’t think you can delete it. Pretty sure only the person who started the post can delete comments.
I don’t care if you recanted your position. I’m going to respond regardless. Don’t worry, I will keep this as terse as I can.
(For context)
My father was an abusive drunken fuck. When I was around the age of 4 or 5 he beat me so bad I couldn’t walk, so I was rushed to the hospital. My mother was on drugs so she wasn’t much better.
What you fail to realize is that issues are variable. You are justified by losing your parents, but don’t you fucking dare try to use that against people who have shitty parents. I could say something like, “You’re lucky. It’s evident that your parents weren’t shitty because you seem to miss them. So be happy!”, but I wouldn’t because that is such a myopic view to take regarding something of which I have no experience of. It’s also just a very ugly thing to say.
My parents were shitty. I don’t miss them. I am just saying that it is very hard for an autistic boy like me to manage my dead father’s bank accounts, work, and spend money in the right places by myself.
@ Chrysalis: Not being a smart ass here, but maybe the next time Mommy Dearest starts in on how she’s getting rid of toxic people, you should say, “Y’know what? That’s a great idea!” Then walk away and leave her gaping after you. (I’ve done it. It’s a great feeling.)