Pain

“Little girl messed up inside
Wished that she had wings to fly
Away from sadness
Away from pain
Away from all the things they said
But when the darkness comes at night
She tears down the walls inside
Little girl messed up inside
Told me there are reasons why
She takes the blade into her skin
Killing demons deep within
But when the sunlight sets to rise
Still she wishes she could die

Little girl messed up inside
Cries and pleads, asking why
Some just die without their will
But some can’t even settle, stay still
Without the urge to end it all
Only wanting to crash and fall
And when the darkness comes at night
She’s sure what she does is right

Little girl messed up inside
Writes down the words, tears in her eyes
“Mommy don’t cry it’s not your fault,
No one could’ve helped me, now I am gone”
Breaking down she closes the door
Leaving behind the world she knows
And when the sunlight sets to rise
She is dead, out and inside.”