Some might think of this as just exaggeratory, but I am coming up on a birthday that I consider a milestone/breaking point in life. Has anyone ever gotten to similar points where all an upcoming date reminds you of is how much hasn’t been accomplished, or happened for you? I really don’t want to see that day, and keep hoping I can get to a peace with my death because I don’t see much after that day. Anyone have similar experiences/perspectives? This song sums it up nicely for me……
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My birthday is near the end of October and I’ve thought about ending my life that day. My girlfriend broke up with me, I was so desperate to even go as fare as telling her my plan’s for my end. She told me she will not feel a ounce of guilt if I do that. Apparently she is already seeing someone when it’s only be a little under a month from the break up.
Wow, yeah that sounds similar…..my GF who I planned on marrying this year and had been with for 2.5 years broke up w me at the end of last year. Since then, I have just had horrible breaks with work, health, and similar. Mine seemed less harsh at the time, and even sounded like she wanted to get back together when we first broke up. Then she started seeing some guy who even she said nobody liked, but she has been with him for almost 9 months now…. Being broke, it’s hard to just move on for me, and I really did care about this girl. My birthday is also near the end of the month…..it would be great to talk to someone who gets it……Assuming yours is the 26th?
28th for me. I plan on getting wasted and jamming out some tunes before I go. My last fuck you to my ex and all the other people that live a fucking fantasy live.
Wow, well I am just one day after ya…… we should get in touch…. I am really confused about how to handle this at this point.
I just turned 20 back on 10/10 . the only bad thing that happened was that I had a Dr.s Appiontment that day lol XD
Seems like everyone who isn’t supposed to be celebrated this month is doing fine….others who are supposed to be are punished…..
I sometimes wonder if it is a Scorpio thing to have such bad luck with relationships, like we are too serious or passionate about all that is involved with a relationship.
That song sums it up pretty good for me too