Someone kill me please. I want to die. Who would care and know? Oh yes, the people that get things from me, want things from me. Those are the only people who care. The rest don’t give a damn. Why am I here? Struggling and straining to be normal. Fighting to keep my moods up or level? What’s the damn point? Who do I help by existing? No one. Only those who would bleed me out to use me and abuse me. Those are the only souls that surround me. The ones that bound me.
The rest are pretenders. Offenders. Holier than thou. I’m better than you, don’t ya see? Ha, ha, I’m laughing and having a wonderful life, while you’re dying in your pathetic strife of a life.
What a joke you are. Pretending to be happy? Faking that dreams can come true? Making collages of fake lives. Living in a dreamworld, cuz you can’t handle the real world?
Ha, ha, the devil had his way with you, when he strayed with you. God had a laugh or two when He created you. A fool you are. Remember? Your mother called you a joke, said you were a fool every time you spoke. Ha ha. Your father never knew you, cuz he threw you away, everyday a bloody mess, verbal battery, stress and mess.
Ha ha, you are a joke to God. He loves to taunt you and haunt you and make you dream and cry when the dream dies. Don’t you see that life is only suffering and torture? Ha, ha and you thought you were something special. What a facade. You are the fraud that was created when two people came together and hated. They mated. So what?
You were a gift, and then a shift took place. They laughed in your pretty face. What a joke. You can croak. Anytime you want and no one will miss you. Yea, afterwards, they will say how pretty she was and how young for an older woman. She looked so good for a lost soul from the hood. Lol, go back to hell, and by the way, take your fairy wings, angel halo and all that yellow and orange and brightness and lightness. Take the good stuff we fooled you into thinking you possessed. Cuz girl, in reality you are just a mess of stress. Mistakes have taken your life and from here on out I will punish you with a terrible life and endless strife.