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My Note

by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany 5/17/2016

written by retrospectivesuicidalepiphany

To my father:

I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough. I love you.

To my mother:

I’m sorry I couldn’t your get acceptance.

To my sisters:

You are absolutely strong. Great mothers to your children. One day you will all make the man who chooses you very happy.

To my brother:

My closest friend. My confidante. The bond between us is something that can’t be broken. I will miss you brother.

To my daughter:

I love you. I wish more than anything that has ever been or ever will be how much you mean to me. You are my miracle. A promise to you that I would never stop being here for you. One […]

5/17/2016 2 comments

Sportsnut

by beaubri 3/29/2016

written by beaubri

Everyone has been posting about you.

Everyone hopes you’re hanging in there, and not hanging. We all miss you.

3/29/2016 8 comments

yikes

by itsme-cammy 3/1/2016

written by itsme-cammy

It’s stupid to think that nobody would miss you if you died. Incredibly so, because someone is bound to notice and miss your presence. Your friends, family, pets, that guy you sit next to at work or class. That’s never been the issue for me, I guess.

Ive been doing so good. I thought that maybe it wasn’t so bad anymore. I didn’t want to die, I wanted to move on. Relapse really sucks. I wish…I wish that I had a better time with those therapists. I wish my psychiatrist actually helped me, I wish the pills worked but they didn’t. What […]

3/1/2016 1 comment

by Sui_RC 2/12/2016

written by Sui_RC

If you knew that no one misses you, and noone would miss you when you are gona, except maybe those who are biologically programmed to, like parents etc. What would you do?

Off late this has been a reccurring thought. Cus i am that person you know, whos there, like whos not making the world better , or the person who is never gonna make a difference, the person who just exists. For no reason. Like a speck of dust floating around.

What would happen if i do get the guts to kill myself, not that i ever would, but i like to think about it a […]

2/12/2016 2 comments

When will you be out of my mind?

by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful) 2/4/2016

written by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful)

Idk if i miss you. Or rather idk if i miss the person i stopped talking to. You weren’t the same person I fell in love with. You had such a major impact on my life that no matter what i do I’ll always know it wouldn’t have happened without you. But you went from lovingly warm to ice cold. I didn’t waiver. You went from open and honest to distant and duplicitous. You pushed me away but i tried […]

2/4/2016 0 comment

Suicide App – Non-judgemental Help

by Jules 8/30/2015

written by Jules

Hello everyone, I am trying to develop an app to help those who are suicidal on a regular basis (such as myself.) I wanted to ask you a few questions if that is okay, and from your help this app can actually happen one day. 🙂 (Some of these questions are appropriated from metanoia.org. Check it out if you have time.)

What makes it so hard for you to stay?

What do you view suicide as?

How would you commit suicide?

On average, 6 people are intimately affected by the suicide of a friend, family member, etc. Who do you think would miss you the most? (Can be […]

8/30/2015 13 comments

Darvins “100 reasons” post…dissected

by wndozh8er 8/17/2015

written by wndozh8er

Last week, Darvin wrote a list of 100 “reasons” as we should stay alive. I commented but didn’t go into depth. I read each one. My replies are in all caps.

HERE WAS DARVINS POST. THIS IS MY TAKE. my responses will be in all caps in order to tell between his and mine. Not yelling.

“1. We would miss you – YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME.

2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you – THE DEAD HAVE NO REGRETS. I WONT FAIL WHEN THE […]

8/17/2015 116 comments

I desire death more than anything.

by Platina 8/13/2015

written by Platina

Hey everyone, I don’t wanna waste your time with this one so I’ll be quick. I want to die, and personally feel that all those people trying to prevent suicide are inhumane. They say it’s never the answer, that your family will miss you, there’s so much to live for. Well, I won’t miss my family, they are the ones who’ve made my life a living hell with overbearing expectations, as well as giving birth to a child who never asked to be born with the body, and mind they have. I probably sound ungrateful.. and I don’t disagree with that, but the bad things […]

8/13/2015 4 comments

Please forgive me, M. But I will never forgive myself

by bluu 8/8/2015

written by bluu

You were vulnerable and I left you.

I felt I had no choice.

Nonetheless, I threw you away.

You needed me to take care of you,

I did not value your life.

I do now, so very very much.

My deepest, deepest sorries.

I am hurting so much.

But you, you paid for my incompetence with your life.

I prayed for you the night before they took your life.

I didn’t know it would happen that way, that day, I would’ve came for you. I would’ve ran to you.

Please believe me.

God did not answer my prayers that night.

God has never answered […]

8/8/2015 0 comment

Im just excepting it now.

by - Connor 6/17/2015

written by - Connor

Tbh im a 15 year old boy who has just taken a load of pills and drank so much. And im so lonly that i have to tell a website that im sorry and im going to miss people.
My family ill miss you all.
My friends… The ones i still have… Ill miss you.
But penny ill miss you so much… I love you so much… I fucked up and fucked you up with it… Now ive fucked up again and were both fucked up again… Im not sure if ill be at school tomorrow… Im sorry i broke the promis again. Im going […]

6/17/2015 3 comments

My suicide note. Still not sure if ill be able to do it though.

by - Connor 6/16/2015

written by - Connor

Ive felt like this forever just knowing that i ruined and lost the best thing that has ever happend to me has just given me a reason. I cant do anything about it. Theres no hope for me. I love everyone who still loves me im sorry for what i have/will do to people. Im sorry to everyone who is affected by my dission and my depression but i have to do this… Its even hard for me to write but i still love you P.Y im sorry dont do anything if i do itll be ok for you. lm sorry to my family i […]

6/16/2015 1 comment

Fucking.. ouch. -_-

by Sammi6xoxo 6/2/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

“..lying awake in bed feeling the spot on my chest
where you used to
where you used to rest your head…”

– Being as an Ocean
The Hardest Part is Forgetting Those You Swore You Would Never Forget

This song kills me every time. It was ours. It was one of our many. This was our band. right up there with Trophy Scars. Why did i give you so much of […]

6/2/2015 21 comments

Rabbit Hole

by kittiekat 5/24/2015

written by kittiekat

I’m not a selfish person. I’ve been told suicide is selfish. People will miss you, greive, feel guilt, brcw depressed themselves. Your parents. Siblings. Friends. Grandparents. Extended family. They’ll hurt. Some, forever. My parents, especially my mother, will be forever grieving.

My life is good. Good job, family, friends, lifestyle, living conditions, amentities… There is not much i need that I don’t have. Sure I’m single, but I’m seeing someone, kind of, and he’s great. Other guys ask me out, I have to turn them down.

But still I can’t shake this.

I feel like I’m spiralling down a rabbit hole.

I don’t want to get up in the […]

5/24/2015 1 comment

Dear Dad…

by justcallmewhit 5/5/2015

written by justcallmewhit

Today makes 11 years since i last saw you. 11 whole years since i walked out of your apartment and got into mom’s car. 11 years since you followed me out to tell me you loved me. 11 years since i last looked at you standing in front of me, 11 years since you loaded a gun and ended our lives. i swear i went with you when you died. who i was back then, that girl that loved life and people. that girl that wasnt full of sadness so deep that it literally radiates out into physical pain. i wonder what i would be […]

5/5/2015 3 comments

“Friend”

by perfect2bones 3/10/2015

written by perfect2bones

Dear ole friend:

We were bullied together. This bonded us.

We fought with each other. This strengthened us.

We teased each other. This helped us.

Your mom killed herself. This broke us.

You won’t talk to me. This hurts me.

I wish I was your mom. Then you wouldn’t die.

But I know. You’re just like your mom. I just hope I can wait until after you die so you don’t lose two people in the same year.

I used to hate you for trying to be my friend. But you finally made it.

I’m gonna miss you. Bye…

~Me

3/10/2015 0 comment

She Left Me

by whatawaist2000 3/10/2015

written by whatawaist2000

My bestfriend, she left me. It was my fault tho. Just like everything. We were so alike it was ridiculous. She liked what I liked. She had been bullied I had been bullied. We connected on so many levels. Every day she came over after school. Everyday we would sit on my roof and listen to the birds sing. We would watch the moon come up count the start and fall asleep. When it was cold we would bring pillows and blankets up to lay on. Whispers and giggles until snores. The first real friend I’ve ever had. She was the only reason, she made me better. She […]

3/10/2015 4 comments

Trying to change

by angelp 1/16/2015

written by angelp

I don’t know what to do I try and explain how I’m feeling to friends and they just say your fine. But I don’t feel fine. Most people see me and a nice funny smart person and wouldent think I’m depressed but I can’t eat I throw up the meal a day I way I can’t sleep . I don’t get it I need help but no one seems to care I honestly lost the thing that kept me going but what do I have now a family that honestly doesn’t care for me I don’t know what to do anymore I haven’t eaten for […]

1/16/2015 0 comment

suicide note to my best friend

by ambientblueguitarist1317 1/12/2015

written by ambientblueguitarist1317

Em,

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on. We need that one person who is always their for us even when it seems like everything we’ve done should turn them against us. And I know you didn’t do much except send out an encouraging text now and then, but you were that person. You were the one who kept me going for this long, who kept me able to get up each morning to face the day. Granted, there were many times when i wanted to die and i could hardly pull myself to my feet and all i could do was lay there, praying for […]

1/12/2015 2 comments

Dust…

by Nathaniel_Morisawa 12/14/2014

written by Nathaniel_Morisawa

When you die, people honor you, people miss you, some people are glad you died, even. But give it a few years and you just sort of… disappear. You become that one person who died from ________ (fill in the blank) and it all ends there. People may or may not have some memorial to honor you, but only if they’re those kinds of people. You’re sort of forgotten as everyone goes on about their lives, I imagine.

I guess that’s what I find so enticing about suicide. I’ll just die and everyone will forget about me after a few years. There will be no excuses or any […]

12/14/2014 3 comments

life is stamped on a rock

by the boy 12/1/2014

written by the boy

life is love for somebody but when you love somebody you will miss them and it hurts but when you lose those you love and miss you feel like you got hit by evrything bad but in time you lern to see the little shine there is in death and when you find out what death is you wil know that it is a pretty thing,

12/1/2014 2 comments

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