I’m scared to die but want to.right when I’m about to down some pills I think about what’s gonna happen after and chicken out. I’m NOT Christen so I don’t believed I’ll go to hell for doing so. But were do I find the strength to kill myself?
I think if you don’t have the willpower to kill yourself then it means that it’s not yet time for you to do that.
Instead, use the energy and willpower you have to fight what’s troubling you and move forward.
I’m also not a Christian and faced the same dilemma when thinking about killing myself. I’m worried about what is next. But I can’t find the courage to do it. At those times I just realize that my pain or sadness is not yet bad enough to reach that point. If it ever is, if the pain outweighs the fear, then I won’t have to try to overcome it.
So instead, I’m trying to use my energy to take one day at a time and keep living.
I take pills everyday. Not to kill myself but because I have migraines and usually have a cold. But yea, pills areprobably a bad idea. II’m trying to find more “creative” ways to do it. Idk I’ll prob just take mymoms hand gun.
Guns are messy. It’s my option as well, but google image search firearm suicide. You should at least have an understanding of what others will have to deal with if you go that route.
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I think if you don’t have the willpower to kill yourself then it means that it’s not yet time for you to do that.
Instead, use the energy and willpower you have to fight what’s troubling you and move forward.
I’m also not a Christian and faced the same dilemma when thinking about killing myself. I’m worried about what is next. But I can’t find the courage to do it. At those times I just realize that my pain or sadness is not yet bad enough to reach that point. If it ever is, if the pain outweighs the fear, then I won’t have to try to overcome it.
So instead, I’m trying to use my energy to take one day at a time and keep living.
Pills are a bad idea… they could easily make things worse.
You don’t exactly find the strength to do it. You lose the strength to fight it. Don’t lose if you can help it.
Why do you want to anyway?
Pills are a bad idea, they hurt and they ruin your liver.
Please don’t end your life!
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I take pills everyday. Not to kill myself but because I have migraines and usually have a cold. But yea, pills areprobably a bad idea. II’m trying to find more “creative” ways to do it. Idk I’ll prob just take mymoms hand gun.
Guns are messy. It’s my option as well, but google image search firearm suicide. You should at least have an understanding of what others will have to deal with if you go that route.
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