Am I An Alien, Wrongly Put Into This Whirlpool Of A Planet? Do I Have Any Other Alien Friends Here?

In my opinion your feelings are basically the essence of human emotion. A desire for knowledge and experiences, particulary our: origins, spirituality, purpose, potential, and pleasures. Feeling as if your a pariah that sticks out like a sore thumb is such a common feeling that alot of those people that seem like they have it all and are so easily accepted by others really feel the same thing, the feeling of being alone. We are all such unique individuals with thought patterns of our own. No one will ever truly understand you as well as you understand you. So in answer to how you can continue your journey of discovery, I suggest you ask yourself how you can continue to grow as a person. Even if you dont like your ideas I suggest you follow them in order to teach yourself that you are the only one that can truly find the right answers for you to all of these questions you have. You are not an alien. You are human. Your just like all the rest of us in this world, feeling lost, out of control of your life, never knowing what the right move is, but constantly continuing to learn, grow, and change as an individual. You sound very interesting and I really hope you find what your looking for. And if its just knowledge you want, then read a book, or learn a new skill. You will accomplish nothing sitting around waiting for the answers to just fall into your lap. Everyday it should be your goal to try to better yourself in someway, any way possible. I honestly believe if you do that everything else will fall into place and all that stress, turmoil, and angst will be forgotten and overshadowed by the fact that you are growing and transforming into a new person each day. Im super high on drugs right now.