I love this guy so much, but he doesn’t feel the same way. He knows I love him but I’m not what he wanted, apparently. I want to die… rejection hurts so much 🙁
Rejection, let alone abandonment, is extremely painful and something almost everybody dreads and tries to avoid. But maybe it’s for the best you are faced with the reality that he does not love you (I say this with the greatest care). Nothing more can come from you yearning for him or wishing he would love you, except more pain and misery. The best thing to do now is to make peace and accept his feelings/decisions and move on. Be grateful for the friendship and time spent between the both of you, take some time to grieve the loss of love but realize now is the time to write a new chapter of your life.
Its hard, it sucks and you may feel your stuck on a demented roller coaster of emotions. But if you give yourself the time to focus on you, to do what you want to do like pursuing new interests, friendships, and goals, you will see that in time the days will brighten up and you will slowly move on. It takes time, there’s no over night cure to heartbreak but if you stay focused on yourself, you can move on.
I know it doesn’t seem like it will ever end, but it will! Cry as much as you like – it’s all good and healing. You need to express emotions to move on from them quicker. If you try not to feel them, they will come out again sooner or later. Eventually, you’ll find the time in between thinking about him will get more and more. Then one day, you might realise you haven’t thought about him for a week!
I want to die so I don’t feel pain. Nothing brings me pleasure in this life anymore. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I can’t stop thinking about him…
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Rejection, let alone abandonment, is extremely painful and something almost everybody dreads and tries to avoid. But maybe it’s for the best you are faced with the reality that he does not love you (I say this with the greatest care). Nothing more can come from you yearning for him or wishing he would love you, except more pain and misery. The best thing to do now is to make peace and accept his feelings/decisions and move on. Be grateful for the friendship and time spent between the both of you, take some time to grieve the loss of love but realize now is the time to write a new chapter of your life.
Its hard, it sucks and you may feel your stuck on a demented roller coaster of emotions. But if you give yourself the time to focus on you, to do what you want to do like pursuing new interests, friendships, and goals, you will see that in time the days will brighten up and you will slowly move on. It takes time, there’s no over night cure to heartbreak but if you stay focused on yourself, you can move on.
Take care and best of luck.
I know it doesn’t seem like it will ever end, but it will! Cry as much as you like – it’s all good and healing. You need to express emotions to move on from them quicker. If you try not to feel them, they will come out again sooner or later. Eventually, you’ll find the time in between thinking about him will get more and more. Then one day, you might realise you haven’t thought about him for a week!
I want to die so I don’t feel pain. Nothing brings me pleasure in this life anymore. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I can’t stop thinking about him…