You did say that if my right hand caused me to sin, then I should cut it off than to have my whole body thrown in hell. But the thing is, I never said I want to be a part of any of your divine agenda–I never agreed to be born, and to put someone in this nightmare they cant wake up from, is an act of pure evil.
You caused me great pain from the day that I was born, and all I am worth is hell. WHat other unthinkable ways of torture have you thought of throwing at me in the future and in my life after death? Since my pain is the product of my own sin and wretchedness, and that you did say that I should cut off my body parts if it caused me to sin, so then, I should cut off my head off of my body, for my whole body is a factory of sin.
No ounce of me is pure, not one drop of blood in my vein is clean, not one molecule of flesh in my body is worth anything in the scale of your divine plans.
I have no wants to be in your heaven, I have no wants to be loved by you, I have no wants of being a part of this divine manipulation, I want out, I want to be exonerated from your cruel and manipulative grip. May my soul be inflamed, burnt and turned to dusts than to be a part of this great torture. Whatever heaven that is promised is just a big fucking joke. It doesnt make any sense. You are born without your consent, you are predisposed and predetermine to sin. Then you are put in hell. If you are good then you can go to heaven. why dont we just saves ourselves all the trouble and not create anyone at all. You wont have to blabber about how ungrateful we are for not appreciating your sacrifice on the cross for us. and we will definitely wont sin.
You could have saved us all from this cruel torture and insanity, and saved yourself from all the “pain” of seeing us sin..blablabla… just fucking dont make sense..wouldnt it have been better for you and your angels to just hang in heaven with all your fine wines and golden chairs in the beginning? no. you just have to make a great divine drama to waste your time, since immortality and eternity is too long a time for you..and you just have to see something suffer for some sadistic reasons…
Congratulation, for whatever you have to prove. You have another soul here, to lose and to burn in hell. I hope you will enjoy yourself, and that my demise will add to your glory.
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Good news! You’re no longer in the grip of any divine plan concocted by supernatural deity or mouse! You are free. Well, as free as one can get – you are still here, after all, but the deity has died a tragic death in an unfortunate lawnmower accident. Hell has been sublet to the Warner Brothers, who will go on to make many thrillers involving sulfuric smog. Heaven was sublet to Michael Jackson. You don’t want to know what he’s doing up there. But Earth will remain largely unaffected by the deity’s passing. You are now the deity. Your actions now will affect those you encounter, as will theirs affect you. What kind of deity would you choose to be?
madra, that’s just one interpretation of God, etc. Not necessarily the right one.
You beleive in God? Thats your first problem
Stop believing if its hurt you
Bhai there is no god. Never was. You are alone, all by yourself.
Hi, I would realy like to talk to you about this post cause i feel exactly the same. I realy hope you will get notified by email or something. can you please contact me by email at stefan@deds.nl i’m blind and most parts of this site are not usable for me so email is much easier. I realy hoep to get an email from you.
I’m sorry Stefan, I just saw your comment 🙁 I’ll email you soon okay, if you need to talk to me. It’s my pleasure to be friends with anyone like me
Hi,
I see you have moderated your topic and so yo must have seen my message, but i didn’t get an email from you. In fact yo don’t have to aprovie this message i’m writig to you now because in fact it’s personal, i hoped i could ahve explained it to yo by mail but you din’t send one so that’s impossible for now;-) hope yo will send me an email later. I’ve read your post on the 18th of janary when yo posted it. Everything you said in it is riht from my heart, i feel exactly the same about god, i’m sure in the same way i will go to hell and like yo i even don’t want to enter his heaven. But i had no account at that time and couldn’t create one because i’m blind and as yo might know you have to enter a code shown in a picture when registerign for suicide project, and thats’impossible to do with a braille display. So finally sunday i managed to get an accoutn created by someone for me and i wnet to 180 pages to find your post from the 18th of january back(if i would ahve forgotten that date i simply had not been able to find it again) and i gave a message to you and realy hoped yo would get an email notice to moderate your post(i knew you would also see my message than) because i’m already more than 5 years looking for someone that fels the same about god and hell as me. So please send em an email so we can talk about it. Sorry vor all miss-spelled words but also this reply form is not quite readabel with a braille display, mail wil be much better readable i promise;-) Best regards, Stefan
look at all the endless suffering in this world. War, starvation, homelessness, rape, murder, slavery, forced marriage etc, stoning, bullying, torture, illness, disease… and more…
God, please help all of these people suffering!
you can pray and believe in God all you like but with all the suffering in the world sorry i doubt there is a God.
I can relate to this so much.
I FUCKING HATE GOD!!!!!!!!!!
I can relate to this so much.
I FUCKING HATE GOD!!!!!!!!!!
I can relate to this so much.
I FUCKING HATE GOD!!!!!!!!!!