I hope you have a big, comfy pillow :3 and one of those really soft blankets x3
I would die without my fuzzy little blanket -u- its just so damn nice….I’d warrant to say that it even fuels my depression, by making me never want to get out of bed until my stomach hurts from being so hungry!…><''
Someone please just put me out of my misery!! I’m so so so fucking tired of living this way.. Fighting on for nothing!! So much fucking agony. All the memories. Ten million thoughts always scrambling around in my head so fast I can’t even focus on one thing. I just woke myself up from screaming in my own sleep (AGAIN) and I’m sweating like a fucking pig.. Whyyyyyyyy?! Why does it have to be this way? Why must I live this way and he get off with nothing.. No guilt,
No regrets, no jail time, nothing but laughter. Nothing but my pride and my soul.. Anything left of my soul after has been taken since. I’m so hollow.. How can anyone possibly life their whole life this way?… Someone blow me away please!! Make it quick but let it burn ( as crossfade) would say..
You sure it wasn’t just another really bad nightmare? Everyone has nightmares, and feels somewhat like you are, from time to time…
If you feel guilty for something, your mentality will usually punish you out of it, since guilt is a deterrent and its beneficial for your body to move on by whatever means possible…
Actually, i often hate my body, for failsafing me out of killing myself at that critical moment, and for keeping me alive so stubbornly…
You never live your entire life any way, you used to live it a different way, and you can, and usually end up living the future another way than you currently are =P
Individual people of no particular relation to you won’t bother you too much, and those that kill you just for asking are often psychopaths, on the verge of doing the same thing as you…
It’s very likely in modern society that the only person who ends up killing yourself if you…swiftly or slowly, even living is a way of killing yourself ya’kno =P
I really would suggest getting a fuzzy polyester blanket doe…they make sleeping soo much more tolerable =u= like…laying around in bed screaming inside your head, but not bothering to wake up even, because you’re so damn cozy ^^
I don’t usually wake up from nightmares anymore…but if i do happen to, I just go right back to sleep after =P
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I hope you have a big, comfy pillow :3 and one of those really soft blankets x3
I would die without my fuzzy little blanket -u- its just so damn nice….I’d warrant to say that it even fuels my depression, by making me never want to get out of bed until my stomach hurts from being so hungry!…><''
Someone please just put me out of my misery!! I’m so so so fucking tired of living this way.. Fighting on for nothing!! So much fucking agony. All the memories. Ten million thoughts always scrambling around in my head so fast I can’t even focus on one thing. I just woke myself up from screaming in my own sleep (AGAIN) and I’m sweating like a fucking pig.. Whyyyyyyyy?! Why does it have to be this way? Why must I live this way and he get off with nothing.. No guilt,
No regrets, no jail time, nothing but laughter. Nothing but my pride and my soul.. Anything left of my soul after has been taken since. I’m so hollow.. How can anyone possibly life their whole life this way?… Someone blow me away please!! Make it quick but let it burn ( as crossfade) would say..
You sure it wasn’t just another really bad nightmare? Everyone has nightmares, and feels somewhat like you are, from time to time…
If you feel guilty for something, your mentality will usually punish you out of it, since guilt is a deterrent and its beneficial for your body to move on by whatever means possible…
Actually, i often hate my body, for failsafing me out of killing myself at that critical moment, and for keeping me alive so stubbornly…
You never live your entire life any way, you used to live it a different way, and you can, and usually end up living the future another way than you currently are =P
Individual people of no particular relation to you won’t bother you too much, and those that kill you just for asking are often psychopaths, on the verge of doing the same thing as you…
It’s very likely in modern society that the only person who ends up killing yourself if you…swiftly or slowly, even living is a way of killing yourself ya’kno =P
I really would suggest getting a fuzzy polyester blanket doe…they make sleeping soo much more tolerable =u= like…laying around in bed screaming inside your head, but not bothering to wake up even, because you’re so damn cozy ^^
I don’t usually wake up from nightmares anymore…but if i do happen to, I just go right back to sleep after =P