I feel so many people abandon me… Thinking I want attention, but ever day I feel a little bit more certain to make the choice to kill myself . many people say….”you still have me” but they are never there for there word or me
Ive experienced this alot of times in my life I-Like-turtles about people letting me down. Its not fun. So called friends saying they’ll help out with something important then not turning up. What i actually done eventually was just ended these friendships and started making new ones. I have realized that some of the problems in my life was not actually me but them. Some friends are worth holding onto, its said most people might only ever have a couple of real friends throughout their life. Sadly ive also known people who started as good guys then later for some reason their personality’s changed and turned into not nice people. The one thing ive always refused to let happen to myself is become someone im not.
I also can get depressed and wanna hurt myself when i know im eating bad or not had enough to eat. Its interesting how that works.
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people dont mean shit. nvr trust words. or people. all enemies. born alone, die alone
Thanks 🙂 that’s one good thing that came of this shitty day all day
glad my pessimistic comment was somehow a good thing for u?
Thinking the same way like you do, and I never trust anyone. They said that just for comforting us, but they don’t mean it.
Exactly! They just suger coat everything and it’s all a lie.. Slot of people say suicide people are faggots
Ive experienced this alot of times in my life I-Like-turtles about people letting me down. Its not fun. So called friends saying they’ll help out with something important then not turning up. What i actually done eventually was just ended these friendships and started making new ones. I have realized that some of the problems in my life was not actually me but them. Some friends are worth holding onto, its said most people might only ever have a couple of real friends throughout their life. Sadly ive also known people who started as good guys then later for some reason their personality’s changed and turned into not nice people. The one thing ive always refused to let happen to myself is become someone im not.
I also can get depressed and wanna hurt myself when i know im eating bad or not had enough to eat. Its interesting how that works.
Yeah, it’s hard to find a true friend.. The one that won’t tell secrets or bail on you, treat you like if your retarded but thanks :”)