I did this to decrease the pain and anger and now, my only memories left are in music. That will be next. Memories are all I have left for happiness and I HATE THEM ALL!!!! It’s either pain or nothing at all. A to the motherfuckin’ men!
How have you “destroyed your memories”? The only way I know how is by getting rid of tangible evidence. (Yeah, I’ve thrown out or deleted lots of music for that reason.) That doesn’t make me forget actual experiences, though.
Personally, with the major depression I have had for so long my mind has done it to itself forgetting my good memories and the bad ones. Depression can lead to memory loss quite easy over time. I would liek to thank my depression for removing alot of my bad, but I know I lost a the very few of the happy ones I had
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How have you “destroyed your memories”? The only way I know how is by getting rid of tangible evidence. (Yeah, I’ve thrown out or deleted lots of music for that reason.) That doesn’t make me forget actual experiences, though.
Personally, with the major depression I have had for so long my mind has done it to itself forgetting my good memories and the bad ones. Depression can lead to memory loss quite easy over time. I would liek to thank my depression for removing alot of my bad, but I know I lost a the very few of the happy ones I had
All the reminders of getting broken down and ripped apart by the fucking world. I also gave up trying to relive my best years.