I find myself feeling numb. Sometimes a spark of happinesss comes in, or a glimmer of hope, or moments of excrutiatingly painful, lonely, sadness. I feel as if I don’t want to end my life, but I’d like too end the pain, sorrow, and for once, I’d like too feel again. In a good way.
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People are afraid from pain because of the scars she leave to us but numbing it will only make things worse. Embracing pain is the only way to appreciate life, it awaken us from daydreaming, it make us appreciate the human nature. Pain make us better persons… it’s a crazy theory but it worked on me.
No! Pain DESTROYS people! It destroyed me and many people that I love the most. Pain turns people into alcoholics, drug addicts, and suicidal individuals. People make up stories that pain is good, or apart of “gods plan” as a coping mechanism, a way to ignore the harsh realities of life and deal with the trauma. If pain is a big part of human nature than I want none of it!
That’s one way of seeing things…
Sorry, i think Darvin lives on another planet 😛
Hahaha… yes i do Hjerteblomst 😛
I guess small doses of pain are more than welcome; they teach you lessons, help you to build your ideals, dreams and can be fuel to help people to move on with their lives to better things. Painful situations can in fact help you.
A long, painful life makes the opposite.
I’m in the same situation, I feel stuck. Most of times I don’t feel extremely miserable as before, but melancholy is here to stay I guess.
“And I’m not happy and I’m not sad”.
This unnamed feeling or the lack of feelings is scary.
I can’t just quit everything now. I need to keep going, at least for a while.
I’m sorry, I wish I could offer advice, I hope you stay well and that things eventually improve.