been having slot of flashbacks over what happened and what happened before, I’m gonna drown those motherfucking thoughts down. Thanks your all your love and support. I love you all
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What are you drinking?
12 pack of natural ice. Just got back. One down 11 to go
I wish I could like beer. It’s so cheap. D:
I know. Numbs me out and takes all my pain away
Johnny walker in my coffee this morning. I’m there with you
2 beers downed. Much better than ***** cooers light. A lot of things last night brought out my PTSD but at least I know the nudes she sent me wasn’t really her anyway. The entire thing was a calamity
What she did was pretty shitty, but she’s not important anymore. She doesn’t matter. Do what you gotta do to forget it now, but then afterwards, it’s done. Don’t allow her ***** move to interfere with your life anymore. She doesn’t deserve this kind of attention or power over you.
I’m here if you want to talk.
Thank you so much. I treated her like pure gold. I know this sounds cliche but all I wanted was love but that is far too much to ask. Since I can’t kiss lips, I’ll kiss the bottle. I wish I saved the IMs but I blocked her because the more she wrote the more it hurt. I thought CalamityX was a veteran in this group so I figured she was safe. I think her entire aunt and uncle vetoing controlling was parroting me me because I was talking about my aunt and uncle. Your right, she don’t matter. I love you and everyone else in this group. My far away sweetheart loves me too. She was actually crying when I sent her the pics she sent me vecause she wanted it to work out too. She will probably post today about it all
Bad people take advantage of and only use good people. That’s why we’re all here and like this. Everyone deserves to be loved, but some lie and ruin others so they can have it. It’s never fair, but we can’t always see it coming, or we can and don’t want to believe it. We want so desperately to have good people in our life, but sadly no one can be trusted.
I couldn’t agree more my friend. All I wanted was love. I been did wrong a lot by psychopaths and people with hisroronic personality disorder. It would be different if this was the first time. But I been screwed over time and rime again. It makes it a lot harder to overcome each time. I love you my friend. Thank tou for those kind words and tour deep undersranding
I asked her last night If I can see her on cam. I wanted to see how different she looked from her pictures….she said “my cam broke yesterday”. Lol what a load of garbage.
I have some fireball whiskey let’s do some shots
Oh my god that stuff is so rough. I get sick every time. That’s one thing I can’t drink. xD but I also mixed it with Jager so maybe that’s my own fault.
Me and my brother in law drank around 32 ounces of the stuff when we were at the grocery store black out drunk and we stole a shit ton of cake for some reason
Lol. I get munchies when I’m drunk. And cake is always a good idea.
What’s sad is i came home passed out had no clue what happened when i woke up i went to the freezer to get some ice and it was filled with cake and I was like WTF WTF why is there cake here
You put cake in the freezer? xD I wish I had some funny drunk stories, but unfortunately I remember none.
I do weirder stuff when I’m stoned I found my clothes in my fridge before
I’ve only done ecstasy. I just ended up naked rubbing my face against a wall. It was…a weird time. But soo fun.
One time I was getting stoned and I totally freaking forgot my dog was sleeping in my bed and when I looked over he was awake and had the weirdest look on his face ever
Dude I wish I had some whisky. Damn I love that shit.
Wish we lived in the same area I got plenty of it could do shots until the only thing you remember was good times
I’m just gonna say here that whenever I would engage in “sex talk/sexting” with someone online whom I had only just met (in an appropriate venue), I wasn’t planning on letting it go any further than that one occasion. HOWEVER, this generally seemed to be mutually understood with the other party, because they usually didn’t message me again anyway, even if we had seemed to hit it off.
Of course I would never do that to someone on a suicide site. It’s not even about suicidals being vulnerable, it’s about what’s supposed to be an implicit understanding between the parties here. SP is sort of like a small town, so if you use someone for sex and then disappear on them, the repercussions would be greater/it would be cruel if they had originally interacted with you in the hopes of getting more than sex.
But, if you DO agree to sexual interactions when you barely know the person – just be aware that “cyber one-night stands” are common, and if you’re the type of person who gets attached after sexual interaction/because you were happily chatting with them beforehand, know when to refuse if you’re not comfortable and to be aware that the other person may not want to speak to you again “if you go too far,” if you didn’t already know each other well.
First off, I am so GLAD to see you back. Secondly, I read your other post. I am sorry, that is horrible. Some people just don’t know how to stop or when to stop or anything else. She must be deeply unhappy in her life. Either way, that was sick and wrong and I am sorry. HUGS You are loved remember that.
Oh and please pass me a beer, I will join you! *pops open a Miller Light*