What can i expect to find in Paradise….
i will be bored with such a contended life….
I will happily embrace Hell,
As it will still have a purpose, a hope.
I will wake-up ever day for a new punishment
With the hope that may be this is the day
When God will forgive me and this punishment will be over
And i know, i will never be forgiven;
And i know, i will never lose this hope
…..
But….It seems like i am already in hell; No?
And i have a hope that one day
i will wake up from this nightmare and
this punishment of life will be over….
-(August 2015)
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It’s interesting that it seems there is also a spiritual hell. At least, this is what near death experiences teach. There is also hell on earth. I feel the same. When I wake up I know that I have to live another hellish day. But I embrace my pain and try to be as much positive as possible. Hell may teach us something.
Hi,
I realy feel the same about this. Why do you think you will end up in hell? Did you do unforgivable things? I like to talk to you. can you send me email at: stefan@deds.nl Best regards, Stefan
Dear Stefan, I would not want to chat about me in emails, related to my post. We can talk here if you want.