All I think about is killing myself . I try to be happy in moments but I can never seem to do it . All I have been thinking about lately is wanting to die . I don’t know if I can make it in 2016
you’re not alone. I understand how you feel, sorry to sound cliche but as everybody says, “life is a sweet hell” it’s not life when you’re not hurting, you just happen to feel sad all the time but that doesn’t mean that it’s a reasonable excuse to end life. Who knows what 2016 will bring, it might be a good start. I’m here, we can share our thoughts together, we’re suffering from the same anxiety thing, birds with the same feathers flock together, right?
I don’t think happiness can be faked in a real way, but at least trying is already a start. It does take lots of time to go from wanting to die to being happy, but it can be done. Some people do think that happiness are only moments, and i kinda agree with that, but getting to some sort of peace in between the sad and happy moments isn’t so bad i guess (and it’s a more achievable goal as well).
I agree with anonymous that nobody knows what 2016 might bring. Maybe it will be something good, or some change for the better. Either way, it’s what… like a week away? so i guess we’ll all find out pretty soon (hopefully).
Stay with us. We have nothing to lose, let’s at least try to make 2016 kick ass! You could have the most beautiful moments you never expected. You just need to stick around.
I look forward to the New Year. A new start, new beginning, new friends, new job, etc. 2015 wasn’t great for me, but I know that 2016 may bring better things. As brokenandbent said–2016 may kick ass!!
Yeah, same. I’ve been in and out of that mode lately. I wound up back here because I’m in the same mode that you were in two days ago. I wrote ‘were’ because I don’t know if things have changed for you since. I sure hope it has, please hang on for a bit longer. Keep telling yourself that until you find a way out. That’s what I’m doing – I have to keep reminding myself why I am here today.
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you’re not alone. I understand how you feel, sorry to sound cliche but as everybody says, “life is a sweet hell” it’s not life when you’re not hurting, you just happen to feel sad all the time but that doesn’t mean that it’s a reasonable excuse to end life. Who knows what 2016 will bring, it might be a good start. I’m here, we can share our thoughts together, we’re suffering from the same anxiety thing, birds with the same feathers flock together, right?
I don’t think happiness can be faked in a real way, but at least trying is already a start. It does take lots of time to go from wanting to die to being happy, but it can be done. Some people do think that happiness are only moments, and i kinda agree with that, but getting to some sort of peace in between the sad and happy moments isn’t so bad i guess (and it’s a more achievable goal as well).
I agree with anonymous that nobody knows what 2016 might bring. Maybe it will be something good, or some change for the better. Either way, it’s what… like a week away? so i guess we’ll all find out pretty soon (hopefully).
Stay with us. We have nothing to lose, let’s at least try to make 2016 kick ass! You could have the most beautiful moments you never expected. You just need to stick around.
I look forward to the New Year. A new start, new beginning, new friends, new job, etc. 2015 wasn’t great for me, but I know that 2016 may bring better things. As brokenandbent said–2016 may kick ass!!
Yeah, same. I’ve been in and out of that mode lately. I wound up back here because I’m in the same mode that you were in two days ago. I wrote ‘were’ because I don’t know if things have changed for you since. I sure hope it has, please hang on for a bit longer. Keep telling yourself that until you find a way out. That’s what I’m doing – I have to keep reminding myself why I am here today.