Everything hurts. The woman I love, who I want to spend my future with, doesn’t want to love me anymore.
The thought makes me feel like I’m dying. I can’t breathe. And I can’t stop thinking about her, about how she doesn’t want to be with me anymore.
She’s my best friend. This feels so impossible. And I don’t know how to stop crying.
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Your love should help you carry on..even if it is not her..but for you…at least she is alive and can make choices and you can help that by trying….keep trying if thats what you love…but if it does not reciprocate then you have to let go….
I’m so sorry you are coming to terms with this. All I can say is just start walking forward, there is someone waiting to grab your hand.
You’ll always love her, but I guess the only way to deal with it is to accept that she’d be unhappy if she stayed. I know you’ll still miss her, but loving her means you want her to be happy. And for some people, their happiness will be found else where. You just have to keep telling yourself that you can handle it because it’ll make her happy in the end
I know I want her to be happy, but I disagree that she needed to leave me- I feel like she just gave up on us. And I’m selfish. I just want our life back. I don’t know if I can handle this. It only seems to hurt worse as times goes on.