- It sucks seeing ppl around you so happy. Its killing me. My bestfriend just had her second baby. She has a beautiful family. And i got depression and newly found bpd. I keep saying i want to get help. I need help. Help realizing that its okay that life sucks..but do i really want to be just okay?? No i dont. I want something that i can never have and im stupid for putting myself through shit when theres a way out. I dont want to fight anymore. All i do is drink till i pass out. I dont eat barely sleep. Im sick. I get so mad like why me why fuckn me. But i cant change anything. Everthings in the air at this point. I want to die. And i will. Thats my happiness.
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I just wanted to let you know I read this. I don’t have a whole lot of advice that doesn’t sound like empty platitudes. All I can say is I’m listening.
Thanks for listening