Not even here. I was contemplating sui before and sometimes I think of it. But I feel like I don’t relate anymore. I don’t know if I should even be writing this. I don’t think I should be here. But can’t rule myself out just yet. I obviously need or seek help and guidance but, maybe. Why can’t I be normal like I used to be. Just pull myself together like before. I have a hard time reading others’ posts because I don’t know if I’m going through anything other than self pity.
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Tiredthoughts: you don’t have to be suicidal to be here. No one here is the right kind of crazy. I myself don’t feel actively suicidal at the moment and thought almost the same exact thing you have written here. Nope, you and everyone here are exactly the right kind of crazy, all of you are unique and wonderful, compassionate and selfish. All big balls for perfect crazy who may or may not want to stick a metaphoric (or real) gun in their mouths daily. Stop over thinking it.
I was going to give my two cents here, but Hazy said it better than I ever could. She’s absolutely right, tiredthoughts.
No required condition to be here, like hazy says. Everyone in here is different levels of screwed up, and feeling left out does happen (felt it myself many times), but you have to consider that every situation is different, so maybe you don’t relate to anyone (or any situation) atm, but that doesn’t mean you can’t grab a few tidbits of advice (and give advice to others) that are indeed helpful in your situation.
What hazy said
tiredthoughts,
contemplating sui !!!!! WTF IS THAT! A new method? 🙂 you belong here you give good advice and are our friend 🙂 one day you may become to busy and have to go after all here’s an example:
your driving down the road in a convertible with 4 playboy bunnies in the car, the wind is blowing thru your hair and the last thing on your mind is i think i want to see whats going on with SP, happens all the time.
Hazy is correct. I just want to let you know I can relate to how you’re feeling but you’re a wonderful member of this community! 🙂
Thanks guys, I feel alittle better